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Feel Alive
04:42
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I cut myself open
Just to feel alive
My skin is broken
I must clean the knife
I don’t know what to do anymore
I think I need to hide
I think I need to cry
I don’t know what I want anymore
But living this life is a fight
What can I do?
I’m such a fool
I’m driving up and down these hills
Got lost in space, I need my pills
I realize I don’t have a car…
So, I’m climbing up and down these hills
Don’t know where to go
Don’t want any pills
Try to go with the flow, slipping to the snow
Burning at the same time
Feel lost and forgotten
Forgotten and broken
Frozen and burned
Like fire in ice
Cutting and burning
I want to feel alive
I want to feel alive
I want to feel alive
I want to feel alive
I want to feel alive
I want to feel…
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2. |
Prisoner
05:51
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She seemed to be an average girl
She seemed okay
A little different than the people her age
She tried to blend in
They kind of accepted her for who she was
She didn’t know what to do
She was scared
She became a prisoner of her own mind
She wanted to organize the noise
She wanted to be alone
Separated from her soul
When the wind blows, they come but never go
Negativity is the only thing that they will show
Now they are getting all the control
They kind of accepted her for who she was
When the wind blows, they come but never go
Negativity is the only thing that they will show
Now they are ripping out her soul
They kind of accepted her for who she was
Prisoner of her own mind
You can’t run from me
I won’t set you free
Poisoned in her veins
How does it feel?
Prisoner of her own mind
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3. |
Run Away
04:17
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Something follows me
Don’t know what it is
I want it to go away
Yeah, that’s my greatest wish
Let me just tell you
I know that you’re no good
So, don’t pretend that you are
We both know the truth
I don’t want to fall down
You must leave me alone
I want to run away
I used to give you my body, my life and my soul
I used to give you everything, yeah we know
I used to give you all you wanted and even more
I’m done with that
All these voices in my head trying to let me feel bad
They’re sad and I’m glad
If I finally get rid of them
I’m stuck I’m sick of them
Mentally and physically sick of them
Sick of this sick sickness
I don’t want to fall again
You must leave me alone
I want to run away from the negativity
I want to run away from the voices inside my head
I want to run away from this all
I’m so done
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4. |
I am my own
04:02
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You were not allowed to touch me
You were not allowed to touch me
We were both young
We knew each other from the same neighbourhood
I thought we were in love
You made me feel so good
But then you threw me on the floor
Put your hands on my throat
Cause you knew that I didn’t want you to go further than that kiss
I’ve tried to scream out loud,
But I was frozen by fear
Suddenly I felt your weakness and ran away from there
You were not allowed to touch me
You were not allowed to touch me
Cause I am my own
And you must leave me alone
I was drinking with a friend,
We had a lot of fun
But then someone threw some stones against the window
I looked, and it was the same guy as before…
As if he was coming back for more…
Cause I am my own
And you…
You should’ve left me alone
You were not allowed to touch me
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5. |
Secretly
03:36
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Hello buddy I am your disease
I will never let you sleep without a bottle of me
I will always be here and never let you go
I am smarter than you …and I am in control
I’ll make you blind, so you can’t see…
How much you’re obsessed with me
I’ll make you numb, so you can’t feel…
Anything
Family and friends, they don’t matter anymore
I’ll take everything you got and still want some more
I was always there for you, mostly when you were sad
…Secretly I want to kill you
I will turn you against everyone that tries to stop me
I’ll embrace you in my arms…
And never set you free
I’ll be in your life ‘til your body gives up
And when you’re finally gone, I’ll focus on the next one
I will rule your life ‘til your body gives up
And when you’re finally gone, I’ll focus on the next one
Family and friends, they don’t matter anymore
I’ll take everything you got and still want some more
I was always there for you, mostly when you were sad
…Secretly I want to kill you
Drink me
You have to drink me
Drink me
You need more of me
Come to me
Come to me now
Secretly I want to kill you
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6. |
Freedom
04:57
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I used to talk about the past like it’s the present
Need to get that out of my mind
Don’t want you in my life
I just need to get the future on my side
I’ve gotta turn my back to my past and leave all this shit behind
I’m not gonna give you one more chance now it’s time to say goodbye
Freedom is all I want
Freedom is all I need
Freedom is all I’m striving for
You followed me everywhere I go
Didn’t rhyme on my flow
And I know…
You did that on purpose
Troubles, doubled, getting me puzzled
In the lines from the future, the now and the past
Now I finally know how to get rid of you
It’s time for me to let you go
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Share! The Hague, Netherlands
[Debut EP 13 OUT NOW]
Sharon Overkamp (26) is a Singer-Songwriter living in The Hague. By sharing her
stories she hopes to give you comfort and strength to open up and share your own stories.
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